[7:47 PM] FBI Agent: Hey :3
[7:52 PM] kaolincash: hey!! :smile:(edited)
[7:52 PM] FBI Agent: :))))))
[7:53 PM] kaolincash: so what's up? :3
[7:53 PM] FBI Agent: depresson
[7:53 PM] kaolincash: ugh
[7:53 PM] kaolincash: yes
[7:53 PM] kaolincash: same
[7:54 PM] FBI Agent: are u a girl
[7:54 PM] kaolincash: yeah
[7:54 PM] kaolincash: i'm trans but yes
[7:54 PM] FBI Agent: Ohhhhhhhh okies
[7:54 PM] kaolincash: why?
[7:54 PM] FBI Agent: idk lol
[7:55 PM] kaolincash: i assume you are? :stuck_out_tongue:
[7:55 PM] FBI Agent: mhm
[7:55 PM] kaolincash: neat
[8:00 PM] kaolincash: so what made you wanna message me? :smiley:
[8:29 PM] FBI Agent: I been crying for 9 hours now
[8:29 PM] kaolincash: oh my goodness, can i help
[8:29 PM] FBI Agent: Hm since ur older then me csn i ask u some stuff about u know
[8:30 PM] kaolincash: you can ask me whatever you want!
[8:31 PM] FBI Agent: Is it bad i want to playh with myself with somone :joy:
[8:32 PM] kaolincash: no not at all, that's perfectly normal
[8:32 PM] FBI Agent: But no one will do it with me
[8:33 PM] FBI Agent: I asked all the people i know
[8:33 PM] FBI Agent: EVEN IN THE DRAW FREE SERVER
[8:33 PM] FBI Agent: AND THEY GOT MAD AT ME
[8:33 PM] kaolincash: i find that unsurprising xD
[8:33 PM] FBI Agent: :joy:
[8:33 PM] kaolincash: people generally like to do stuff with those with whom they feel they have a connection
[8:34 PM] kaolincash: be it proximity or money or whatever
[8:34 PM] FBI Agent: :frowning:
[8:34 PM] kaolincash: it's hard to get involved with a pure stranger
[8:34 PM] FBI Agent: :sob:
[8:34 PM] kaolincash: how old are you, by the way?
[8:34 PM] FBI Agent: 14 u?
[8:34 PM] kaolincash: i'm 26
[8:34 PM] FBI Agent: ohh ok
[8:35 PM] kaolincash: i think at 14 you're going through a really natural time in your life
[8:35 PM] kaolincash: at 14 i was horny all the time
[8:35 PM] FBI Agent: ....
[8:35 PM] FBI Agent: :frowning:
[8:35 PM] kaolincash: i don't know if it's a good idea to actually do things with another person, though, until you're a little older
[8:35 PM] FBI Agent: i wont show them me
[8:35 PM] FBI Agent: I would just want to hear them i wont talk
[8:35 PM] kaolincash: it may not feel like it but emotions can play a heavy part in anything intimate
[8:35 PM] FBI Agent: bc i will pass out bc i get nervise
[8:36 PM] kaolincash: you'll pass out?
[8:36 PM] FBI Agent: mhm
[8:36 PM] FBI Agent: if i get to nervise
[8:36 PM] kaolincash: what do you mean pass out
[8:37 PM] FBI Agent: if somone would do it i wont show me and i wont talk b i will pass out
[8:37 PM] kaolincash: i'm not sure that's a good thing
[8:37 PM] FBI Agent: its my pills that does t
[8:37 PM] FBI Agent: it
[8:37 PM] kaolincash: i see
[8:38 PM] kaolincash: well i recommend you talk to your doctor about that
[8:38 PM] kaolincash: hopefully they'll take your quality of life into account
[8:38 PM] FBI Agent: yea
[8:38 PM] kaolincash: so what exactly is it that you want
[8:39 PM] FBI Agent: Mastermason
[8:39 PM] FBI Agent: like i wanna get turned on i guess
[8:39 PM] kaolincash: you want to masturbate?
[8:39 PM] kaolincash: that's fine, you can do that
[8:39 PM] FBI Agent: BUT I CANT GET TURNED ON
[8:39 PM] kaolincash: oh, i see
[8:39 PM] FBI Agent: :frowning:
[8:40 PM] kaolincash: that happened to me, too, because of my pills
[8:40 PM] kaolincash: i told my doctor and he changed them
[8:40 PM] FBI Agent: ohhh ok
[8:41 PM] kaolincash: that's my best advice, i guess
[8:47 PM] kaolincash: are you alright?
[8:47 PM] FBI Agent: No im cutting myself
[8:47 PM] kaolincash: oh my goodness please don't do that
[8:47 PM] FBI Agent: ......
[8:48 PM] kaolincash: it's so dangerous, even if you're careful
[8:49 PM] kaolincash: aside from the possibility of cutting something wrong and bleeding too much, you could damage a nerve or it could get infected
[8:49 PM] kaolincash: have you considered talking on a helpline?
[8:49 PM] kaolincash: where do you live, i can find one for you
[8:49 PM] kaolincash: i've used them before, it's really nice actually
[8:49 PM] kaolincash: sort of like this, i suppose
[8:49 PM] FBI Agent: :frowning:
[8:50 PM] FBI Agent: No its ok
[8:50 PM] FBI Agent: i will stop
[8:50 PM] kaolincash: i mean, if you're coming to me for advice then i think talking to someone more professional could help a great deal
[8:51 PM] kaolincash: in fact, i think you're a brave and strong person for coming to essentially a stranger with all this stuff, anyway
[8:51 PM] FBI Agent: im tired
[8:51 PM] kaolincash: you clearly want things to get better for you and you seem to know that sometimes people can't do stuff on their own
[8:52 PM] kaolincash: tired? all of a sudden?
[8:52 PM] FBI Agent: idk
[8:52 PM] FBI Agent: Im just sleepy
[8:52 PM] kaolincash: it could be medically induced(edited)
[8:52 PM] FBI Agent: idk
[8:52 PM] kaolincash: i'm concerned that you may be in trouble
[8:53 PM] kaolincash: i encourage you to talk to a doctor as soon as you can
[8:53 PM] FBI Agent: noo
[8:53 PM] FBI Agent: I never slep last night
[8:53 PM] FBI Agent: so
[8:53 PM] kaolincash: hmm
[8:53 PM] FBI Agent: i was looking at tv all night
[8:53 PM] FBI Agent: LOL
[8:53 PM] kaolincash: ah, i see
[8:54 PM] kaolincash: i think, at any rate, you should probably talk to somebody professional like on a help line or if you can get one, a therapist
[8:54 PM] FBI Agent: ok
[8:54 PM] FBI Agent: But for now im sleep
[8:55 PM] kaolincash: everybody needs help from time to time, ok? we're all just trying to make our way in a weird and stupid world
[8:55 PM] kaolincash: sleep well, and feel free to come to me whenever you have any other issues
[8:55 PM] kaolincash: i'd like to help in any way i can